Thursday, November 15, 2012

Fake people

Why do people often fake? Why? To protect themselves? Because they're fucking assholes?

So last week I invited a colleague of mine from university to go with me to a games event. What does he do? He asks me to keep him up to date and ask him again a few days before the event. So, I do that. I ask him again just at that time. He tells me that "something more important came up" and doesn't want to fucking tell me what it was. It's just a big fat excuse. Why do people pretend man? Why? For fuck's sake. I'm sick of this.

Mind you, this is the fifth fucking time the guy cancels a get-together on me!
Coincidence? I think not!

Sunday, July 8, 2012

Yep, university and summer

So here I am, studying for finals for university.
I could have as well enjoyed the summer but hey, I can't because I have to study.
It's such a drag. I have a lot of re-exams. This is a very difficult task to accomplish.

My university's staff has been asking me if I'm 'slow of comprehension' and if I'd think about quitting university because 'it's so hard for me'. Give me a break. I am far more capable than any of those idiots at university out there. I just had bad luck. I had one weekend to study for 3 finals. It sounds a lot but it isn't. Especially not for university. You'd need at least six to twelve weeks if you want decent grades.
I know, I messed up. I was lazy. I didn't study when I had to. However, I can't keep doing this all my life. I can't keep being a failure and messing up my own life. I must succeed. I must find the path to success!

Anyway, my major is Application Development (that means: making useful computer programs for people).
I don't know what to say really. I'm feeling flaky.

My girlfriend told me to never give up and to not fall into the trap of thinking that I can study later. The time is now. I must prove to my university that I am capable. Frankly I don't believe in people not being intelligent enough. That's all horse shit. Watch the movie 'Summer School (1987)', you'll know what I mean.

Anyway enough blogging, I have to continue studying..

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